wuna know my name...

so lonely

2005-07-03T02:06:53Z

waht's really hood? well hmm..i'm super b0red..my baby went home earlier..and i've been lonely ever since then..goin wif her 2morrow..for some thingy w. her family..yu kno..syk nah idk..ugh i miss every1 from sk0ol i swear..in ways it sucks with sko0ol out and in others in rocks..idk but yeh i'm gettin my nose peirced..i wanted my eyebrow..but my bro and mom said no..damnit..guess im jus gonna have to wait for taht 1..i have no life wen i ain' wen my baby..so this sucks ass..i swear... me my baby . my mom..cuzin and aunt and maybe julie r prolyl goin crabbin monday for the 4th of july..yu kno well ima go..got nothing else to write...jus gonna watch the real world..peace out..muahz!!

<33 Ji Elsa
I <3 my baby
5-8-05 4ever

tiredness

2005-05-08T12:38:36Z

well hmm i havn't written in this since testing..so yeh kinda decided too now..caz i'm cool lyk taht..yall love me..so its all straight..i jus woke up because SOMEONE called me & woke me up..geesh..and i was like out..oh well, i may be tired as hell but i'm still happy..because i can be..sike nah let me stop.one these days ima just get shot.haha SYKE tahta be the day when someone steps to me(j/k j/k) this is the first weekend actually liked..friday had no practice. then tuesday i slept over maegan's..mad fun *smile*..but yeh..didn't do much but so waht then went home in the morning..took a shower..then went uyp town & sold stuff for mother's day for my mommie..then we went home..& jen/julie/ & maegan <3 came over..we jus chilled..lol..we was being mad dumb lol..but it was funny..then maegan left us..& me/jen/julie/tonee had some fun..& my eyes were being retarted..then called maegan/ went out into the livin room & tlked to her..then after tlkin for alittle..got off feel asleep and jones.. so yeh tahts bout it..jus felt lyk tellin yall taht..tahts all ima write.. for now atleast..leave em' SwEeT..

<33 Jileen Elsa

May 8th 2005 <3 Best Day EvEr.-</marquee?

yawn

2005-04-14T13:34:13Z

i'm bored as hell..& waiting for this other part of the test to start so yeh..
-gotta go take the test-

okay bak..sorry.lol.anyways..lol i'm super tired. nd Ivelisha is being a -itch.lol.& alicia stole my necklace..she's a bum lol..& everyone else here is annoying me..won't name any names.. so yeh..lol nd we having a party today in peer.i all went all out nd made a cake & brought in balloons..i'm so nice..lol it's kaamil's & jenn's bday saturday..so yeh..we celebrating it a few days early because it's the last time we all gonna be together...so yu kno..we gotta make peer go out with a BANG! holla. lol.. oh i'm jus gangsta dawg..jus kiddin let me stop...ima get myself jumped..oh gosh lol..i want to do something today..but i jus got to find sumthing to doo..we only got practice to lyk 4 today..so yu kno..haha tahts g..susan & alicia want to chill today..but they only want to see joey..alicia wanna meet him..they homos..yu kno lol..

IVEY IS ONE OF MY BEST FRIEND!!!!
^ lol had to make her happy you kno..caz i'm so nice..

ohkay well thats all i'm going to write..ill write bak wenever..so yeh..
comment on this bitches..

<33 Ji Elsa..
Crushin- HARD!-

at school...

2005-04-13T13:17:52Z

i love you so much!!! love ivey

^haha from ivey..don't i feel special..we jus got done our second part of our english test...testting sucks so bad..i swear..we got another part to do 2morrow..which sucks even worse..i seriously hate testing..can yu tell..the bells gonna ring pretty soon, so i'm going to have to make this alittle short for today..i jus kinda decided to write in it because i havn't had the time lately..so its been awhile since i have yu kno how it goes..i'm jus to cool for this thing..syk ahaha it's toooo cool for me..yu kno how it goes..but i live with it..my life has been goin pretty good lately..been lyk really happy for lyk no reason..but yu can't hate on me..its a good thing..duh..this computer is so gay i swear..oh & i'm lyk crushin lyk crazy..on chris..of course..yall shulda known that by now..well i'm done writting caz the bells bout to ring...so ill comment in here later or 2morrow..

<33 Ji Elsa

so much pain

2005-03-06T02:00:58Z

urgh..i'm so effin tired..yesterday..i stayed after for sk0ol..for softball..but to jus go over paper work nd shyt..den round lyk 6..my mom drove me to the other side of the lake to my cuzin jen's house..she was had a sleep over..nd y wasn't yu there? j/k...it was Jen K.(cuzin), Tonee(nephew),Elisa, Me, Sheri-Joy, and Gen H.ahh it was so great..gen c was sleep lyk half the time lol..um but yeh we pigged out w. 4 boxes of pizza n soda n chips nd stuff..lol stayed up til lyk 4 in the morning playing cards. nd cranium..lol it rocked..we watched Saw..nd elisa was watchin some gay porn shyt lol..it was sooo funny..lol cept me, jen nd shri never went to sleep lol.nd i was so beat..my mom came to get me at lyk 9:15 w/ my Julie..nd den stopped at wawa to get my energy drink..nd den took us to the sk0ol for softball tryouts..omg i ammm soooo effin sore from taht...lol nd i almost hit alicia in da head w. da softball..it was funny..yeh so den mommie n tonne epicked us up n took us to kendra's..we had to babysit..Baby Jayce, JordyBug, & some other lil girl..it was hell n i got baby drull all over me nd had a baby on my chest..headache from all the cryin..so yeh..den i came home..n me n tonee was hungry so we walked uptown to get a hoagie..n now here i am w. tonee watchin Austin Powers: Gold Memember..he's sleepin over *(tonee not austin powers lol) well don't kno waht else to right..

ah 2morrow might go practice softball n most lykly gonna get my new fone..caz my is bein gay

<33 Ji Elsa

school suckz.big time

2005-03-03T18:56:12Z

Ugh..in the computer lab..doin some stupid research paper on Italy..-corny-yu kno..lol i'm jus sittin here...so yeh..this day is so effin long n borin..so yeh..gayness..well i gtg the bells about to ring..so i better go nd teachers r comin..ill update later about my day...

<33 Jileen Elsa

Through these hazel eyes...

2005-02-27T04:52:16Z

lol.i lyk so have to go pee..n i'm not quit sure y i havn't gone yet.lol i'm a weirdo..but yu shuld known taht already..lol..it's a disease..i can't help it..yu ppl love me neways.so yeh.oh yeh nd i effin love Julie effin marie monroe.da best ever.loli jus do.because she is oh so wonderful..n she lvoes me.hehe [feels so special]but yeh besides the obvious..i'm so effin b0red..no life..weekend sucks so far..i'm lyk jus listenin to music n stuff..da usual..nothing changes in mii daily life..

omfg i hate ppl...lyk in sk0ol..effin ppl wanna act lyk my best effin friends.n b all gittle wit me n lyk have my back..but den lyk out of sk0ol its lyk done dem effin kno me..i need to kno i got tru friends.but idc.. ppl jus suck my big puerto rican penis.lol.

neways. but yeh i have to start updatin this more.n i finally got a myspace because of my oh so wonderful julie.<3 the best i swear lol.

well i thynk i better jus stop typin now lol comment bitches.

<33 JileenElsa(prettygirl)Sullivan

Theres so much i see through these hazel eyes n i'm still livin through the tears

School Suckz Nigg.

2005-02-24T15:46:45Z

Guess Where i am?...yu'll never get it right..well ill tell yu. i'm at sk0ol nd it sucks..researchin sum stuff for a English on "Teenage Dropouts" which ima b doin..j/k..i'm b0red tho..nd i'm sick as hell..i've been sick for lyk 2 weeks almost..it suckz bad...but yeh..nd yesterday ill pulled muscle in my arm..n yeh n ran a lot..n i'm tired as hell..i've been beat lately..ya kno..nd alicia n cayte r gay..i'm mad at dem...idk y.but i am lol..jus needa be mad at sum1 nd dey where the first ppl i saw..ya kno..n i got a new tble at lunch..caz erica n april n dem left me...i chyll wit my g'z.lol ..yu kno..lol funy funy stuff. well yeh bells gonna ring..i gtg ill update it later.. <33 Jileen Elsa

I've fallen for sum1 i shouldn't have..

Sick...

2005-02-10T16:49:46Z

ugh i feel so horrible.it's lyk everything hurts.nd den part of it feels lyk i got da biggest hangover ever.but i wasn't drinkin so its' weird n mii nose was bleeding.so yeh.take a wild guess...YOU guessed it..i didn't go to sk0ol.so yeh.sittin at home watchin tv. nd watchin mii lil nephews.sounds fun don't it? well yur wrong there.it's boring.n i had to sneak on da computer caz mii mom doesn't want me on it right now.so yu kno.i'm lyk hungry as hell but i'm scared i might throw it up or sumin, nd mii throat hurts lyk crazy. i woulda rather went to sk0ol n felt lyk shyt den sit here.but sk0ols.almost over. in lyk 50 min or so. iono i can't count but yeh.but beside wahts goin on today nothings new.i'm styll single.n blah blah blah.da usual. nd i want a valentine but i dobut ima have 1 bii monday so yeh.idc.but i gotta get april her ballons n wahtever else.so yeh.oh boy.i thynk ima go try to eat sumin so yeh. i will update soon.get at me...
I Love My Best Friends [yu should kno dem all bii now.]

It's crazy how i try to change miiself for da boy taht will never care. he's never even noticed

<33 Ji Elsa

Tiredness.

2005-01-29T04:51:32Z

iono.decided to update this,since tonee jus updated his.so yu kn0 should jus keep up w/ this while i'm at it, but yeh, today =equals= worse day ever,caz yeh a lot of reasons.one dealing w/ my ex.another wit my "best friend",plus a lot more other reasons.lyk.found out some news today.about da two of dem.not sure if it's tru.but it reallii seems tru,caz i dun wanna go by waht ppl say.but ya kn0.dey makin it seem kinda tru.n i havn't tried to talk to her all day.caz everytime i'd be around her.i'd start cryin.or sumin.n i hate comfronting my friends on things.caz it's so much harder den comforting ppl yu dun kno all taht well.know waht i mean?so yeh.she hasn't tried to talk to me either.so yeh.iono if she actually cares.so waht can i do ryt?.so yeh been upset all day.was lyk hoping she'd jus call n try n talk or sumin.but ya kn0 can't actually get watchu want.so iono wahts gonna happen.nd i'm loosing my best friends anyways.lost staci, caz yu kn0.iono if i can trust her with my secrets now.caz i've always had a problem with trusting sum1.so yeh now taht she let sumin slip.it's jus hard.den yeh.mii other friend she's changed a lot from wen i first met her.n i dun lyk who she's changing into.so things jus blah.so no clue bout all taht.gr`ish.but yeh.nd wow i got a cut on me nd i don't even kn0 y.but ima go watch "dodgeball" w/ tonee. <33 peace

u don't know how it feels to be so in love with someone that doesn't even know. [i jus want him bak]

Needed Updatin

2005-01-24T18:10:33Z

Well havin written in this in awhile so i decided to know.since yu know.mii loverly jen went to the trouble of doin this for me. so yeh.not much is going on tho.same ol' shit, different day. yu kno how it goes.Had no school 2day.which rocks.caz i got to sleep in longer.so yeh.prolly gonna go out in play in da snow with mii doggie, shelbie, nd my lil nephew, jaycen.jus to give me sumin to do until lyk 4 caz den i gotta go to da gym nd work out.since yu kn0 i'm fat n all.syke let me take taht bak b4 i get slapped.iono i was cryin all da yesterday nd styll today.it's jus ugh.i hate da thought of it all.anyways. but yeh. nd erica is sumin. iono waht she is.but she's that.she wants me to help her make a "gangsta" sn. but idk waht taht is so yeh.couldn't help her out. but i love her tho.she's da greatest.i swear. she always makes me laugh. specially wen she go ridin. on random days lol. but yeh.oh n i'm styll upset caz cayte. she left me all alone.so she can be with alicia at lunch n gym for now on.so not fair but yeh. i'm mad at her.styll. but i love her.best friends. she makes me laugh so much she jus crazy.den yeh. then theres mii april. god don't start with me on there.i love taht girl so much. but she wouldn't play with me in the snow yesterday -tear-. i also love mii Julie (the best), Ivey, Alicia,Donna n whoever else i'm missin lol.i can't member nuttin.so yeh.but thats nuttin new.ya know.i thynk i'm color blind.lyk seriously.a lot of ppl say it. n i got short term memory lose. it's crazy lol. o well tho.nd i'm hyperactive. well yall should kno taht by now.so yeh.well i have no clue waht else to right so ill jus shut up now.peace out.til next update.

I don't know what it is about that boy. but i'm crazy bout him. n he's jus out this world n he's so cute. wish he'd feel da same. <33

<33 Ji Elsa.

Bored out mii mind

2005-01-04T21:28:12Z

Ima effin' bored out mii mind.got nuftin to do.jus can't wait til 7.mii shows comin on lol. o boy.but yeh iono.i'm a weirdo.ain't realli got much to saii.i wanna talk to jeremy.but iono.i <3 him so much.lyk whoaa..he is da best.i swear.but yeh.want to c waht he has to say bout last night.well waht we talked about.so yeh.iono i guess i got nuttin else to write in here.jus felt da need to update it.yu kn0.peace out homie.

I'm head over heels for this guy.i have no clue what to do.i just want him to feel the same.and be with me.he's the best in my eyes.

<33 ji elsa

it's christmas!

2004-12-26T01:14:27Z

Yay dawg.its christmas.hehe i'm lyk sittin here playin w. my cool new stuff.i'm such a dork.but evry1 loves me anyways.so how was evry1s christmas? let me kn0.lol mine was great.lol.i wore a skirt.it was cold lol don't lik gettin a breeze up there.not good.but yeh.plus im not single nomore.nd we started goin out on christmas.lol i love it.*big cheesey smile* lol.but yeh.i don't know waht else to write.so ill do this 2morrow.plus i need to find ppl to chyll w. over break.*hint hint*

`12*25*o4 oh BaBy! lol <33

<33 Ji Elsa

Tiredness

2004-12-24T16:30:30Z

Hey dawgs. It`s christmas eve. yay dawg! *-giggle giggle-* don't hate.but anyways yeh..yu kn0 this is da hot shyt. mii lovely jen did it for me..caz she loves me..hehe i love her so much. shes da bestestestest.not me. but i'm so tired.lol. i was supposed to stay up wit tonee last night.but i couldn't i was mad effin beat.its jus caz he's black.lol.i'm messin witchu i love tonee too. but yeh.oh dude mii tongue is fuzzy.lol.mii april bought me a pretty tongue ring.two of em.i love her.she's mii best.anyways.yeh dawg. i love all mii gurliez tho.oh nd erica yo.haha.lol iono.anyways.i keep sayin taht.no clue waht to write so ima jus shut up.caz i'm chyllin w. tonee nd we gotta find sumin to do today so yeh.

i love all mii gurlies .April.Erica.Cayte.Jen.Julie.Ivey.Susan

Checkin

2004-12-24T01:39:52Z

hellow Jileen!

i aint gonna make this entry about how great you are....oh fuck forget it..you're awesome ji!! i swearr i gotta chill wit you this summer if i come back up there...we didnt hang for that long last summer so yeah this one's gonna be great! i'm trully sorry for all you've been through...i wish i was there to help you. I could still grow my white fuzzie wings and come see you even though you'll have to defrost me when i get there! lol...but i mean at least i'll be there to help you through it all..well i love you and we'll be BESTEST friends FOREVER ... ii <33 youu

Jileen is the Bestestestest

<3 Always Jen.*MwuahS!*